Fear(s)

I'm afraid of not being enough,
Afraid of not being pretty enough,
Free enough,
Dangerous enough,
Smart enough
I fear of not being talented enough
Strong enough
Addictive enough
I'm afraid of not being enough for you
Not being interesting enough
Sweet enough
Understanding enough
I'm afraid of not being able to reach the skies for you
Of not being able to paint with all the colours
Of not singing loud enough
Of not whispering enough that I love you
Of not knowing how to keep you close to me.

I'm afraid of not being good enough for you.

(desabafos)